How Do I Know If I’m Walking by Faith in My Own Strength?

That was the question I grappled with in 2018, only a few weeks after Alan and I stumbled into a season of overwhelming changes, unexpected trials, and faith-stretching uncertainties. As my husband transitioned into a new position at a new job in a new town across the country from our family and friends, I sat alone in my living room.

One day, I woke up feeling physically, mentally, emotionally, and spiritually depleted.

I had been prayerfully reading and studying the Bible while sharing God’s Word with others regularly. I had been praising God and praying with and for others daily. Still, that morning, I felt empty, isolated, and disconnected from God.

I knew the unerring and unchanging God-breathed words of Scriptures said separation from God is impossible for believers in Jesus. But knowing that truth didn’t stop me from curling up on my sofa, crying out, “Why can’t I feel You with me, Lord?”

That day, as my puppy comforted me with kisses, I looked out the window to see if the rain had stopped so we could go for a short walk. A white crane landed on the muddied bank of the creek that flowed next to my front yard. Rays of sunlight cut through the dark clouds, like a spotlight hitting the majestic bird before it flew away.

God used the vibrant colors of His creation to remind me of His presence as He brought Bible verses to my mind that I’d never intentionally memorized.

Sobbing and singing, praying and praising, I wrote a poem. When the words and my tears stopped flowing, I took a deep breath and exhaled slowly. Praying for the strength to get up, I winced when the nerve pain in my upper spine and neck triggered muscle spasms and a headache.

Though my body complained, my puppy needed a walk. So, I prayed for strength and endurance as we strolled toward the park under the gray clouded sky.

The colors in the world around me seemed brighter. My heart felt lighter.

I had no idea how often God would use that day to encourage me in the days to come. I definitely didn’t expect God to transform that poem into my second picture book, What Color is God’s Love?, seven years later. He transformed me through that process, too.

When God finally said “yes” to my requests to take us back home, getting what I wanted didn’t work out as I expected.

God kept blessing us and carrying us through as one trial hit us after another. But some days the blows landed harder, and the sting from each jab lasted longer. Some bruises are still lingering, some scars still throb. And some of those hits pushed my husband and I into pockets of uncertainty.

We dove headfirst into one of those pockets on January 14, 2022.

When I woke up that morning, I couldn’t walk.

But, I discovered hope beyond the end of the rope!

When I had nothing left to offer, when I literally could not walk by faith, everything changed!

I wrote the first chapter of Sacred Strides: Walking in the Power and Presence of the Holy Spirit after my first night in the hospital.

Over the next three years, I continued prayerfully researching, studying the Scriptures, and interviewing Christians from all walks of life.

In Sacred Strides, I share strong biblical teaching, Scripture-based prayers, and testimonies from ordinary people like you and me. Join me in rejoicing over how the Spirit worked in the lives of God’s people in Scripture and how He is still working today.

I’ve been praying for readers since God gave me the idea to write about walking by faith in 2017.

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To God be the glory, the honor, and the praise!

Let’s commune with the Holy Spirit, rely on His incomparable power, and intimately encounter the one true God in Three Persons ̶ the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit ̶ as we keep step with Him one sacred stride at a time!

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