Suggested Reading: Genesis 24
As a teenage runaway, I convinced myself that survival made it necessary to place my needs above everyone else’s.
I demanded my way, dug in my heels until I proved myself right, and prided myself in being independent.
I gave to no one. I insisted I needed no one. I submitted to no one.
I trusted no one.
After repeatedly falling face-first in the mess caused by my foolishness and self-centered sinfulness, I met a King‒Jesus‒who proved Himself trustworthy.
Prayerfully reading through the Bible yearly helped me learn more about God’s character as I discovered how much my personal Lord and Savior loved me, how much He gave for me, how much He promises me.
I began to realize He was and is and always will be the only One worth following.
Falling in love with Jesus changed my perspective on servanthood.
But how could I learn to follow Christ when every fiber in my being still struggled with stubbornness at times?
How could I possibly hear His direction when a war waged between my self-serving heart and my desire to have a surrendered servant’s heart?
Though the concept of surrender filled me with fear, the Lord used a humble servant in Genesis 24 to help me learn to S.P.R.A.W.L. before my trustworthy Master, Jesus Christ.
When Abraham sent his servant to seek out a wife for Isaac, the servant fretted over his ability to complete the task (Genesis 24:1-9). Abraham assured him that he Lord would be with him and equipped with all he needed for his travels (vv. 10-11). Scripture doesn’t tell us how much time passed when the servant arrived in Nahor, but we do know how he spent his time.
He stopped and prayed (vv. 12-14).
He released his worries into God’s able hands.
He acknowledged God’s love and reliability with a simple statement of assurance:
“By this I shall know that you have shown steadfast love for my master.” (v. 14, emphasis mine)
Through his honest and confident prayer, the servant opened his heart to the peace of trusting God with the outcome (vv. 15-21).
He watched with expectancy as he waited for God’s answer (v. 33).
And even when others tried to distract him from his purpose and delay him, the servant listened‒obeyed his master‒followed the Lord and started on his journey home (vv. 34-61).
This nameless servant chose to S.P.R.A.W.L. before the Lord when given a seemingly impossible task and became a vital part of God’s plan in bringing Isaac and Rebekah together (vv. 62-67).
The Lord never leaves us empty-handed when He calls us to follow Him.
When the twists and turns in our journey test us and the delays and distractions discourage us, we can still follow our Master with surety and hope.
As we S.P.R.A.W.L. like a servant before the Lord Almighty, He can use us to make an eternal impact in someone else’s life.
Lord Almighty, thanks for affirming Your unending love for us as You empower us to S.P.R.A.W.L. before You whenever we face challenges.
Give us wisdom to stop when we need guidance, pray with confidence, and release our worries into Your capable hands.
Help us acknowledge You as our Holy God full of goodness and mercy, as we watch You place every piece of Your plan in place.
Help us listen to You‒to hear You and obey You as we follow You.
In Jesus’s name, Amen.
How did your life change when you chose to live with a servant’s heart instead of a self-serving heart?
Is it harder for you to stop, pray, release, acknowledge, watch, or listen to God?